Don't let the past hold you back,
cause soon you'll realise that life is short
Live it.
/ Sunday, May 6, 2012
{ 11:01 PM }
Entering JC has made me think critically in many aspects of my life.
I've grown to become a sharper talker who likes to argue, just argue about anything that's against my point of views. Most probably thanks to GP, one of my favourite subject where I can express myself.
I've become more demanding in terms of language, character, and quicker in making judgements too.
Being in this JC specifically has changed me to a certain extend, I would say.
The college has got a high-spirited culture that I cannot fully grasp til' now.
The people, the teachers are two different worlds from my NSK secondary school.
But still, I love both institutions for they both imparted me life skills that I am grateful for life.
Yes, I have indeed changed.
Smiles may be a rare commodity from me nowadays with exams charging at me right in my face.
Being physically unwell now is simply the icing over the cake.
Well, though there are changes in me, I am still me.
There are things that will never change.
And even if I do, I'm only 18.
The age of shaping my character.
I hope that such changes will make me and not break me.
Expectations.
What a burdening word.
I wonder what will become of my future.
And you my little friend.
You've changed so much.
I know changes can be scary.
And because of you, I'm starting to look at myself now.
Hope things will be okay for you soon.
Praying for you,
praying for myself too.
Goodnight world.Labels: Changes.