Will you?

Don't let the past hold you back,
cause soon you'll realise that life is short
Live it.

/ Thursday, July 24, 2008 { 8:55 PM }

Dedicated to Jieyi:
I realised that ignorance had gotten a hold of me.
Living in my own comfort zone, thinking that everything was the way the supposed to be.
I have a family; that's meant to be.
I have a healthy body; that's normal.
I have good friends around me; it's supposed to be mine.
I have to chance to study; i complain.
I live without fear of earthquakes or flood; Singapore WON'T have them.
I have clothes to wear, food to eat; my closet wants renewing and can't eat whatever i want, as i have to take my diet and health into consideration.
I have a proper roof over me; why not?
All these are little details of blessings that God has given me, and yet i have taken them for granted.
What happens one day if God take away them?
Suddenly think of God and cry for help from him?
Realise that in life, we pray to God only when we're in need, or when we're in trouble.
In other words, is God our 'immediate source of blessing'?
Yes, of course he is, but we tends to leave him behind when we're being blessed,
and search frantically for him when trouble befalls on us.
Is this what you call being someone who loves God??
God bless us and we take them for granted; when God takes them away, we blame him for being cruel, unfair.
In the first place, who's the one being unfair?
People are struggling just to live. now.
Earthquakes that caused buildings to collapse and the homeless people are feeling helpless. But yet, they have to will to live on.
People trapped in the ruins, but still trying very hard to keep their eyes and heart open.
Their families went on searching for them aimlessly, totally no idea their family members are alive or dead.
People with serious financial problems eats bread or scavenge for food to get by each day.
People want to study but they were restricted by their country's education limitation.
People have broken families and have no friends.
People who are physically disabled and yearns just to know what's the world outside.
Life is hard, yes, but if we choose to live in the perspective that sees thing more positively, thanking God for what we already have and what we dont have, life would be much more joyful and meaningful.
So, be grateful for what you have, and ask God for what you want for he is always ready to welcome us to talk to him. For God says:
''Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door wil be opened to you. For everyone who ask receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.'' Matt 7:1-8

Jieyi, when you read this post, be reminded of God's graciousness and love for you and stop ~~grumbling~~ about your life.
You are more blessed than many more unfortunated people.
At least you have God in your life.

All the praise and thanks unto the Lord. :D

/ Thursday, July 17, 2008 { 9:56 PM }

Bored.

Edited some pictures.

Oh, did that Elvis Presley magazine cover page.

But print out cant see the words.

Who have color printer?

My printer dead le laa. ==''

Haix, school is so boring.

So is my homework.

好无聊哦。

无聊到用华文来写。。

今天的功课要炒notes.

文学的。

历史的source-based questions还没做。

本来是星期二交。

但是我有理由。

笨理由。

哎呀，我不知道我在讲设么啦。

话语不好还在这里罗说。。。

算了。

再见。

Gtg T.T

/ Sunday, July 13, 2008 { 6:29 PM }

oh, and i passed my flu to my mom.
I'm sorry.

/ { 5:02 PM }

Got into conversation with Joel about our ccas.
Very sad laa, all the competitions.
All the best anw :D
Mentioning about the competition, it was a frustrating one.
Just by that little and we could get 3rd. T.T
That dreadful race kept playing in my mind.
Dammit .__.
Haix, no use crying over a spilled milk.
Hello, pls watch what u say.
U think u are great is it?
U know u are being rude seriously.
I wanna knock some sense into you before you talk.
Jiayou next year lo.
Damn sian.

Im officially s.i.c.k.
Down with flu, headache, sore throat and i guess fever?
I guess cause i eat too much fastfood after the comp.
My stomach couldn't get used to it after not eating them so long.
Ah, im so naughty just now.
I went kfc for lunch.
LOL. :x
Me Gillian and hanxin didnt know how to go there.
So we asked Nicholas and Lionel and they gave us direction.
'walk straight turn left then turn right'.
Or something like that.
& we got lost.
The 3 of us realised we can get lost at anywhere.
At suntec, orchard, even at places near our church.
:P
Okay, so we contact the guys and they brought us there.
'reaching soon, very fast'
'just ahead'
'reaching soon'
We sort of lost hope.
WALKED VERY LONG. T.T
When we finally reached we were 'worn out'.
-.-
Yeah, then finally ATE. :D
Anyway, great thanks to Nic and Lionel yeah.
Ah, when going home i took 14, which is the bus i can see daily but i cant take it. T.T
So i got down the bus and waited for 12.
Saw Ms.k and Ms.nah at the busstop .__.
Got up a 12, and gillian on it.
Gahh, haha.
The two teachers also got up the same bus.
lol.
everything is just very... coincidential.

Pics, took v long to upload laa. .__.
gtg.

Oh shit, my headache is killing me,
and what, im like crying now?

Look like thief ah, nat. haha

Weirdy sokshan, dont mind her. HAH :p

Guess who ^^

Eat your food and stop smiling la, i know it's nice. LOL.

joy:D

MONKEY CANOEISTs and my emo daughter

My daughter looks emo.LOL.look at her stick like hands! SO SKINNY LAA

Nice bud. Joy :D (PS i wasnt ready when i pressed the cam. lol)

The pic of rainbows i deleted accidentally ):

Next time bahh.

P.S: please stop IRRITATING ME WILL YOU.

/ Monday, July 7, 2008 { 2:28 PM }

Ho-ho.

Just found this pict in a mail, so i edited it.

I was too bored :x

Anw, this is the friendly Jasmine in my church (:

Gahh, ok, i go do homework alr!

/ { 1:11 PM }

Yesterday's Jingping's sharing about 'Faith' seems to be God's reminder to me.
I was worried cause i didnt have the faith that God will lead me through all these.
Now, i've restored the faith i have in God,
and not only that, i have greater faith in me!
Thankyou so much to the people out there who encouraged me!
& my caring God! :D:D

Yesterday went Far east plaza w gillian, weilin and hanxin.
Had so much fun there.
Wanted to shop for clothes, in the end,
bought heels.
haha.
Me and gillian bought same one, just differnt colour. (:
I love you church friends! (:
& school friends too! :P
+ canoeing peeps :D
Ah, need to do homework now.
This week no school ~ :x
Byee :D

/ Friday, July 4, 2008 { 11:27 PM }

Im feeling really tired now.
So many things are happening around me, to my friends..
God, i wanna thank you that you didnt put many problems in my life,
but my friends around me are facing a lot of problems recently.
so many things are clashing together,
things that are not meant to be that way.
People being ignorant and playful ;
People being sensitive and hurt ;
People being insecure about the future ;
People being confused and starts worrying ;
People being selfish and wanting ;
People being uncertain about what choice they should take.
A nice short rest would be great.
I'm worrying for my canoeing competition, studies, duties.
What happens if i didnt meet my goal for the competition?
Simply: Next year jiayou?
What happenes if i don't do well for my studies,
and i know im going to miss 1 week of school?
Study harder; revise more often?
What happens if i fail my duty as a daughter, sister, monitress, friend, God's daughter?
I'm afraid i might lose one of them.
It's easy to list them out, but hard to comply to it.
God, please give me strength.
I know you are there for me.
I also know that you are out there for my friends too,
isn't it?

/ Thursday, July 3, 2008 { 10:39 PM }

COMPETITION COMING
COMPETITION COMING
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COMPETITION COMING
COMPETITION COMING

REAL SOON.

Can't sleep now!
ARGH.
5 more days.
God, calm my heart!

/ { 8:29 PM }

I was planning to blog.
But instead i do some stuffs till now.
Took 1 hr 30 mins.
Heh.

Oh, coach told us already!
Our event time and heat!
me and Shona:
k2 500m ; Heat 1 ; 9 July ; @ 10:40am
That's the second day of the comp.
We're up against 4 other schools in our heat.
Cresent girls, CHIJ katong convent, Temasek, Gunengseng(spelt correctly?)
Whoo hoo! ;P
Kim going for the first day siaa.
haa. (;
LinDs and me going on the same event.
just that she's in heat 2 and in the afternoon.
Ah...!
* Nervous *
Let's jiayou alrights?
First canoeing competition in my life!
Really wish to win something..
After training so hard..
Attendance almost all ticked(except for 1 or 2)
I go trng,
I tried my best in almost all trngs...
all is because i want to win something.
I guess that goes the same for all competitors.
I agree w linDs man..
Train for months...
And 3 min in the water.
and within that fateful 3 min, it judges our destiny.
If u are not in, you're out.
That's all.
The rule for all competitors.
How sad it is.
But still, i will ~~try~~do my very best,
with God beside me.
Lord, i leave everything unto you!
Anyone!
Pray for me and my partner(Shona) when u see this alright!
:D

Today in school was a boreeee.
Literally nothing much happened,
except for that.
Hope he'll be fine!
Don't sad okay?
U know that wasn't meant that way though..
Being friends is a blessing already alright?
(:

ahah, what i wanna say....
*thinkthink*
Oh, tmr is Be Yourself Day.
Basically it's just a day u pay 2 bucks and u can wear ur home clothes.
LOL.
Well, i joined.
Everyone in class was force to join,
Sort of compulsory for our class.
Lol.

Ah, i cant think anymore,
pictures already yeah ? (:

lovely bunch! ps about shirly's halved face.LOL :P

In chem lab today! Some milk mixture. lol.

Hah, nice range of color. (before mixing)

Taken secretly by Cheng Yizhen! So i edited it lo. LOL ;D sry about the messy hair.

SYF 's performance. The day before actual one. Our school on stage.

I loveee those balloons! Niceee {:

Torchs? lol.

The FLYER ~ Credit to Chenxin for taking the pic

BIRDS! erm, sorry, but yeah (: see that beam of light?
Nice right! hah ;D
I want colorful birds!!

give it to me ~

But so sad to keep them in a cage so i rather let them fly away ~

Jurong bird Park!

Zoo!

Anyone going with me? (:

HA! CAUGHT YOUR TANLINE!! ;D Who ah? ^^
Who's this? name ends with 'EL' {: see that tan line?

3 best tanlines. me, Nellie and Natalie. :D (Urm, nataliee.. u dancing eh?) :P

Hah. That's all for the day, bye lovely readers ;D