to love,
& be loved.
♥ ♥ ♥

TJY

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Don't let the past hold you back,
cause soon you'll realise that life is short
Live it.

/ Wednesday, October 31, 2007 { 6:23 PM }

changed song again.
to shuo bu chu de mi mi.
the previous song have some problems.
lazy go change .
lazy put in lyrics.
so ps. tired.=/

today canoeing was fun.
partner with kim cause lins went from some councilor camp.
capsize twice.
first time cause my leg itchy.. got mosquito bite. so scratch
then cap. haha.
but doesn't matter la.
we're near the shore.
so capped still standing in the water.
second time was we tried k2 with seats, which was much more tougher and unstable.
the moment we sat in, capped.
haha.
then by that time, we're suppose to pack up le.
then sat in the bus eating bbq bread and pizza bread.
shiok.
but one thing.
I LOST MY BOTTLE!
it is left at the pavilion there=.=
lol. next time bring that kind of normal one can le.
zZz.
so me and kim was practically sharing the last bit of her water.
so nice of her. haha=)
then went back to school and met lins..
so we peeps went home together.
tmr not sure if i going out. the only free day in the weekdays.
see first. ok. i go watch Ouran High Host Club le.
i think the storyline abit like hana kimi.
duno.
so yeah, bye:D

/ Tuesday, October 30, 2007 { 7:32 PM }

/ { 11:23 AM }

Life is unpredictable.
This is so true.
I supposed leaving is a way of freeing urself from pain.
The ones that are left behind are the ones who suffer.
I will keep ur family in my prayer.
May you rest in peace with the Lord.
See you in Heaven in the future.

Woke up early in the morning, i supposed the same time as normal school day=.=zZz. the music lesson starts at 7.50, and im practically late, thanks to the bus. during lesson time, we're supposed to learn how to play some songs on the keyboard. then go up to the teacher's desk and play the song that u've chosen. after that, a few girls started tagging the class tagboard. like sort of conversation. the ppl who tagged are kim, afifah, yizhen, sabrina, jeannette, nasuha and me.(sry if i left out anyone.) tagged some rubbish. lol. when lesson ended, lins, kim, fifa, jean, shirly, mel, zhen and me went macs to have breakfast. after dat, i bought a U-zhou kan, which the cover is WUZUN and a dog!! woohoo. can see his tattoo. and muscles. haha. sick. lol.=p after that, went home with lins in triple two.oh ya, ten is also accociated with a lot of "2"s. haha. only kim ans lins understand. lol.=p oh, just now we saw a sick mouse! poor thing. stood there not moving.. haix. want to bring it home..LOL. AM I SICK?! haha. just kidding lah. i got my 2 darling hamsters le. one golden color another brown. woohoo. so nice. haha. bragging abt me little ones:D bored, and when to play maple.. super duper bored. =.= earned my first 12millions=) and exp finally 70+. that char like.. train very long le lor. lol. dont care abt that. oh yeah, gonna change my blog song again..to..When you're gone. here is the lyrics..

/ Monday, October 29, 2007 { 6:14 PM }

Just back from canoeing!! very tired. back ache a bit. i guess i too long nv exercise le. haha. today i tried K2! shiok man. scary like anything. screaming the way lah. the kayak was very sensitive. move a bit, the whole kayak can capsize. and me and my partner, Jessica did capsize. zZz. in all the sec ones, except sokshan who was taking K1, we're the only ppl who capsize. i think i owe Jessica a lot of apologies. if im not wrong, im the one who caused the kayak to cap. and she predicted it before we set off. lol. her balancing quite good actually, and im the one screaming the way, scared here scared there. lol. but in a whole, it was quite fun. cap also good la.the weather so hot.lol.

In T2, it requires a lot of energy.in K2, your balancing must be good. and of course your strokes lah, the way u paddle. the conclusion for today. lol. but my balancing ah.. haiyo. zZz. i think im the only one in the sec 1s who cant balance. lol. wadever. tmr have music lesson. is it tmr? i dont know. gonna check...30 oct. should be tmr. lol.

Today Nellie and Natalie hor, kept talking about FAHRENHEIT la. zZz. trying to make me jealous. lol.=.= heard from them that fahrenheit left singapore yesterday! ARGH! so fast go!=/sad. so sad. will miss them:( but they'll be coming next year, i suppose. must come. cannot dont come. haha. okay, i'll stop here for today. gonna go to http://xin.sg/ and check out more about fahrenheit. heard it from the News. i missed out some news abt them.

/ { 11:03 AM }

WOOHOO! CANOEING STARTS TODAY!
haha. gonna meet kim and lins later at inter later on.
wearing jersey. hehe. so long nv wear le.=/

AHH. FAHRENHEIT came singapore!! i didnt get to see them lah. =((
nellie and nat got to see them.
ARGH. so jealous. haha.
duno when they going back to TaiWan..
that kim say who knows today.
i know she just kidd" trying to scare me.=.=
zzz. whatever.
gonna get ready for water training later on.
ADIOS.

/ Saturday, October 27, 2007 { 6:40 PM }

bored bored bored.
did practically nothing today except sleep, eat, and view other ppls' blog.
link here and there,
until i somehow linked to some 27 years old guy whom i dont know.=.=
LOL .

i just realised something just now.
not the fact that im slow,
but the fact that i got 5 A1s instead of 4.=.=
LOL ?!
but it's good to heard that.
oh yeah. i forgot to blog about my results.=.=

Eng -B4 ):
Chi -B3
Maths -B3
Sci -A1
Geog -A1
Hist -A1
Lit -B3
D&T -A1
HE -B3
Arts -82

my lit pulled my overall down a lot. esp my lit EOY exam. scored very badly. but thanks with the help of my MYE and other CAs, i managed to get a B3. if not, i think i can get a B4. or even C5.=.=my overall marks was a set of pathetic numbers. 728? think so. cant rmb. i got STM. cant blame. lol. my eng and chi pulled down also.. my language not that good. haix. got to study HARDER next year. yes, its a must. hope i have the self motivation to do so. gonna eat my dinner now. byebye.

/ Friday, October 26, 2007 { 5:26 PM }

26/October/2007 :
THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY!
JEANNETTE'S BIRTHDAY!
WOOHOO :D
haha. today we did spring cleaning in our classroom. dont lik lo. dirty. hehe. but i clean the clean places lah..=p school ended early, which was 1010. after school, i went home to change into a casual outfit, and went to Chinese swimming club with lins, kim, jeannette, afifah, shirly, sheril and a friend's of jeannette to eat there. jean's parents treated us. they so nice =) after that, they wanted to go bowling, but i think due to time constrain, it is cancelled. instead, we went to the ECP to cycle. we rented the 2 riders kind, four of that. some of the ppl lik kim:) who dont know how to ride a bike sat behind. oh man. i embarrassed me and my partner lo. well.. i know how to ride, but like, two person, it was my first try! i sat in the front seat, which was like the one leading the direction and whatever. super shaky in the first place. gonna apologise to my partner cause i cant control well.=/. i called out SOS, but it was lik, NOBODY even notice our presence and went on cycling. so in the end, we wobble our way to our destination.=.=lol. such a slow speed. but after that, we changed, and i got on a single rider one! yay! haha. it was much easier and faster. then.. duno wad happened, i changed to cycle with Sheril.. heard and saw that she cycle very fast with her partner, but very scary and unsteady, so i was like a bit afraid lah.. so i took the front seat AGAIN, which was a bit scary.. but it was much more faster than the previous double rider one. i think because im used to it more. so tired after chionging to overtake afifah and her partner, but in the end, we still lose. i think me and sheril bo energy anymore. haha.;) so long nv exercise, my back start to ache le. but better now. after that, we all went home.today is quite a nice day out with my friends.=)next monday have CANOEING!! WOOHOO. but a bit scared. cause maybe we're gonna learn the boat K1/2, which is like very light and scary! but finally after stopping canoeing for so long, canoeing is coming back again=] haha. there is a Sports camp on late Nov. the CCAs that participate are canoeing, badminton, soccer, and bball. hope that it will not be that tiring.. cause got mass training. hate land training the most. so tiring.. today, the "smartest" thing i did was NOT TAKING PHOTOS. smart enough? zzz. so cant post them=/ anyway, my stupid phone not good lah. next time rmb dont buy LG chocolate phone. memory very low, photo size so small.. blahblah.. zzz. wadever. now very tiredd. want to rest my eyes le. bye ppl.

/ Thursday, October 25, 2007 { 10:18 PM }

another boring day.
esp during maths lesson.
don't understand a word that teacher taught
-even though i sitting right in front of her.
super sleepy. =.=
just now too bored.
no shows to watch=/
so went to play maple
wonder when im going to level up.
experience 70+ lerh.
haix.
dont care.
play for the sake of playing.
and relieve boredom.
but it does not really help.
cause the game itself is boring.
LOL .
exams over,
and it is getting boring each day.
i believe during holidays,
i will suffer from boredom.
so the peeps our there who know me,
LET'S GO SHOPPING SOMEDAY. :D

/ Wednesday, October 24, 2007 { 6:10 PM }

sick today, so didn't go to school. instead, stayed at home and slp the whole day(: shiok. just finished the last episode of X Family! woohoo! finally. it was a long show. but it was worth=) i feel like as if i've just watch the first epi not long ago. haha. the ending was rather cool. Wu Zun's on fire! haha. so sad that it ended so soon. hope FAHRENHEIT will act in more shows or movie. wouldn't that be wonderful? :D haha. just now went to lins' house with kim to do eng and sci project. didnt do really much. don't care.=p then, they passed me some canoeing form, and...MY REPORT BOOK! ahh. sounds scary? haha. results wasn't that good, but.. cos of the standard of my current school, it was quite okay. my class position was 5th! woohoo. improved from 7th to 5th. level position improved from 16th to 10th=) haha. was it good? you decide. but for me, it was not bad. im satisfied.=] Thank God! haha. at least can get to the so call "top 10", although the last in the 10 peeps.. hehe. some ppl like *** lvl position so good, yet not happy.-__-gib me ur results la. lol.just a short post to update. so yeah, bye.

/ Tuesday, October 23, 2007 { 4:22 PM }

Tmr is x family's last episode, epi 55! cant wait for tmr. but i can sort of predict what will happen lah. i believe that good will triumph over evil. today's episode, Wu Zun is finally out in the show! yay! he is acting as Huo Yan Shi Zhe. his hair red and is wearing some ancient costume! haha. :D looked so different and cute. heard that he is MAYBE gonna to act in some gu zhuang xi. not sure. just now went macs with lins, Kim, shirly, afifah, Jeannette and yi zhen. yizhen left us early so, the rest of us ate there. saw some of my pri school frens (always like that-__-) and they did grow tall. lol. last time i taller then them la. lol. guys what. expected. fine. whatever it is, i feel like mapling now with my maple friend. anyway, rather then nth to do. so yeah, adios.

/ Monday, October 22, 2007 { 6:51 PM }

Haiyo. why Singapore's not airing more Taiwanese shows? like 公主小妹 and X family? zZz. so now, I've got to wait and wait and wait. gonna watch ep 54 of x family tmr and got to wait for next week to watch 公主小妹's epi 6/7?! (forgot=/) cos' 公主小妹 is aired on every sunday in TW. boohoo! :X meanwhile, let's find some more nice shows.. but then lazy lah. just now after watching romantic princess, believe it or not, i went to play maple! ha! can imagine how boring it is? went from map to map. travelled from Korean Folk Town to Ludi, then walked down from 100 floor of Eos Tower to 1, then walked from there, all the way to Defeat Monster. or Defeat " / " Defeat wad? i forgot the name of the place. just that it is the last map of Omega Sector. haiyo. so sian. stress of exams over, and here comes boredom now! ppls' desires are never satisfied. haix:/ gtg and have my dinner. byebye(:

/ Saturday, October 20, 2007 { 12:19 PM }

/ Thursday, October 18, 2007 { 9:00 PM }

Oh. another boring day again. perhaps just during school hours. Thursday, the longest schedule in the week. during maths, i nearly fell asleep. because of the exam, we're supposed to sit according to our register number. and i super "fortunate" to get the very front and middle seat, which is totally a opposite thing as before. when not in the exam period, i sat RIGHT AT THE BACK. LOL . and i realised that all the teachers talk very loud. like when u gonna fall asleep, a voice just suddenly 'boom', then scare you. now i pity those who sat in the front the past half of the year. Zzz. getting off point, back to my maths lesson. because the teacher need to use the protractor or whatever it is spelt or called to show some solutions to our maths paper, the lights are switched off, and the screen is very bright. and because of sitting in front, i have to tilt my poor head and strain my eyes, which is really tiring. and the brightness of the light hurts my eye too. i think i just not used to it. the others seems fine. i supposed they're used to it. and that lesson is very boring. cant help to close my eyes and drift to dreamland, but because I'm sitting at the front, i cant. later teacher catch me. LOL . when is it lunch time, i did not get to eat. cause lins was supposed to get the list of our lit poem results from the lit teacher, so we waited quite some time, and the time left wasn't quite enough for lunch. around 15 mins. so instead, the three of us went to the 3c's bazaar, which was introduced by Perlin. we can either like paint our nails or colour our hair with the whatever it is called, colour wax? i duno, or buy some stuffs. not sure what exactly it is. initially, we did not want to, but lins wanted to try it out, so i accompanied her and put on some colour wax. both of us put purple. haha. nice(: kim did not want to, so did not force her. school allowed for today. well, some event or special occasion? you decide.(: during assembly, some guy talked about the E-Learning to prepare for tmr. didn't really pay attention to what he said. feeling super sleepy. tmr no school, because it is promotion day, and some e-learning thingy. it's just a day that we're supposed to stay at home and do our homework thought the comp, instead of books and teachers. not good. tmr still need to wake up early. the portal opens at 8 in the morning till 12.15 in the afternoon. haix. finally a day off, but yet still need to study. aww.=/ forget it. hopes the server will be down tmr. aha. sound like as if im cursing the system.LOL. assembly was damn long and boring man. When it finally ended at 3.20, me, kim and lins practically rushed to macs. Ahha. Met some familiar faces like a, and some other pri school frens. lins and kim are so embarrassing and funny man. dont want to think anymore.p.s.:lins and kim, next time dont do that anymore. im embarrassed! ahh. imagine we 'crawl' into Bata, and...observe?? ppl at the shop must be thinking we're crazy bunch of girls.-_-LOL. and both of them went ** twice to make sure? haha. zzz. a crazy day lah.(:haha.OH YEAH. im supposed to watch my X-Family now. ep 51. and a lot more others shows. so yeah, i gotta watch now. byees!!~:D (oh yeah, i realised i finally write a longer post then previous ones! haha:D)

/ Wednesday, October 17, 2007 { 3:23 PM }

haix. time to post again. got back my results today. haix. sad. so sad. especially my literature, Chinese, English and maths. quite satisfied with only geography, history H.E and science. especially my literature. cant blame it. i didnt really revise. cant be bothered. and this caused so much drop to my total percentage. boohoo:( today was also sick. caught flu. still went to school. im feeling like as if the classroom is freezing cold when im having a jacket on, and my frens insisted that it is not cold, but a bit warm.-__- lol. i kept sneezing in class. and outside. i think i really sick. sick in the mind. haha. just kidd'. dont really want to spell out my results.. see first bah. haiyo. start the post with sad stuffs. stop talking about it anymore. hmmm.. now im waiting for the episode 50 of X-Family to come out. it is airing in Taiwan , so the ppl there OMGosh. i just went to check it out. its loaded! haha. okay. gonna watch it now. bye ppl.

p.s.: sry lindsay, another short post again=/

/ Monday, October 15, 2007 { 9:45 PM }

Well, today was quite a nice day out to AMK Hub with lins and kim. bought some clothings and stuffs. hol so no school. duno why holiday. probably some event. dunoo. anyways, there is school tmr, and probably will get back results, so..i suppose not a good day bah. lol. dont want to get back results.. but.. we also need to face the reality right? haha. wadever it is, hand everything unto the Lord. wadever results i get, i'll gladly receive it. hope i'll get gd results..goodnight peeps.

/ Saturday, October 13, 2007 { 4:38 PM }

So bored at home. :[ today i was supposed to go to my grandparents' at Fajar with my parents. but lazy and tired to go. so far. ride there so long. so didnt go in the end. stayed at home watch shows on youtube, eat slp read. so bored.
-__-boohoo.

/ Thursday, October 11, 2007 { 5:24 PM }

WHEE!~
EXAMS OVER~ ;D
finally, after awaiting for this day for such a long time. haha. today was the very last item, and it was eng oral. i was the last few to be tested lo..-.-whatever it is, im so relieved now.x) although still have school and probably lessons, but i suppose wont be as tedious as last time. probably post exams activities. lol. anyway, i've done my piece, and gonna watch my show now. adios! =]

/ Wednesday, October 10, 2007 { 6:38 PM }

Changed song again. title: I'm forever yours. greatly touched by this song.

lyrics:
I give my all to you
Send me and i will go for you
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after you
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever

Tell me and i'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting you and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have your way in me
Not my will, yours be done

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever
I will worship you

Praise the Lord. Amen.

/ { 12:58 PM }

TODAY IS WUZUN'S BIRTHDAY!! gahh!! :D
first, let me sing a birthday song for him. here it goes..

/ Saturday, October 6, 2007 { 10:29 PM }

Haiyo. just changed the skin again. then in the end same as others.zzz. this is the second one from the previous grey one. WHATEVER. got time then i look for a nicer one. now busy. lol.

/ Friday, October 5, 2007 { 6:57 PM }

HOHO. i changed blogskin. although not very nice, but then i think this skin talks abt me being a imperfectionst. lol. also changed the song to DANSON TANG YU ZHE's Zui Ai Hai Shi Ni.This is the lyrics:D

沒開口的話 怎樣才能懂
我好想把畫面倒帶回頭
你留在我心中 熟悉的表情
每個溫暖純白的記憶 穿越了距離

擁擠的人潮 沒有人知道
我偷偷想你 嘴角就會笑
不要說對不起 也不要問原因
就讓世界不停的向前 別忘記從前

最愛還是你　這是我的決定
像宇宙相對的星　互相吸引
慢慢就會靠近　還是要愛你
時間會證明　我愛你的勇氣
牽著你的手　才知道是永久

這一次我放棄了所有
是為了再與你相遇

最愛還是你　這是我的決定
像宇宙相對的星　互相吸引
慢慢就會靠近　還是要愛你
時間會證明　我愛你的勇氣
牽著你的手　才知道是永久

一輩子不放手

Translation
How do we understand the unspoken words

I wanted so much to rewind the image

The familiar expression you left in my heart

Every warm and pure white memories surpassed our distance

In the crowd, no one knew

My lips would be in a smile just thinking of you

Don't say sorry and don't ask the reason

Let this world keeps going, don't forget the past

You are still the one I love the most, it's my decision

Like the opposite stars in the universe attracted to each other

They will slowly get closer, I still have to love you

Time will prove the courage of my love for you

It's when holding your hand I'll know what forever is

This time I give up everything

Just to meet you again

You are still the one I love the most, it's my decision

Like the opposite stars in the universe attracted to each other

They will slowly get closer, I still have to love you

Time will prove the courage of my love for you

It's when holding your hand I know what forever is

Never letting go

today had Home econ and maths EOY. well.. ok lah. some qns duno how to do so i just filled in the blanks with some stupid ideas lo.. very long nv post le. busy thesedays. also lazy blog. lol. nth happened much. just that my lit, i think i did it badly, cause my ans all very short. cant help it. nth to write.haix. finally weekend is here. a break. next monday is maths. tues no school, wed geog and thursday, the very last day, is eng oral. oh yeah. today is vivian's birthday. and yesterday is Felicia's birthday. although we've quite lost touch, but i just wan to wish you guys a happy birthday! all the best yeah! :D gtg, bye dudes. x)